Taking responsibility

It has been my life's flagship to take responsibility on all the consequences that my action will result to.

I didnt mind some of the criticisms that i received due to poor judgement...i didnt mind if what im doing doesnt feel right with everyone else...as long as it feels right for me....

I'll face all your harsh words...ill bear all your judgement...in the end...its how i lived my life that will truly count...

I guess i dont want to regret not being able to experience a significant moment that might bring about my 180 degrees turn around...i dont want to miss the moment...i dont want to miss anything...

I excercise my right of choice, it may not be the right one, but its the best one for me...at the moment...maybe i havent thought of it deeply...maybe i did....but i know that under my current circumstances...its the only choice that i can make....

Do i enjoy it? Most of the time i doubt my decision making...bu im sure that whatever the outcome of that decision... ill face it....head on...

Stubborn? You bet i am...but i am who i am...and i never turn my back on my responsibilities...

Philosophical encounters

I just had a philosophical encounter with one interesting person here in the office.

It is the Regional Director's tradition to hold a coffee and cake sessions for all the celebrants of the month. This year, i took the time to attend.

Indeed it was a philosophical encounter. Here's one great man in the field of health, who took the time for a simple chit chat. And what did we talked about? Dogs. The German Shepherd his family had and how this dog had affected their lives.

I'm sorry i couldn't account all the details here in my blog but what i gained from the small party was the insight on philosophical encounters. I looked up to this guy and the chit chat that we had made me realize that even him, took the smallest details of observing a dog, out of love and curiosity, and learn from the dog's behavior.

Interesting. A philosophical insight from a dog....but lives true on how human deals with life and living.

Ari na naman...

Bag ong tuig...te ano na naman....sang gamay ko permi gid ko ga expect for something truly dramatic nga matabo kada ilis sang tuig...kadamo sang gina hope ko nga mayo nga maga hitabo sa kabuhi ko...tanan nga firsts nga gakatabo starting sa first hour sang tuig gina take note ko....daw buang...pero amo sina ang impact sa akon sang una....

Subong...35 na ko and will be turning 36 in 3 weeks time and aside sa kabalo ko nga ill be adding a year sa edad ko...i know that not much is going to happen unless i work on it...

Siguro sang una grabe gid ang hope nga gina present sang new year kay follower ako sang fairy tale...and well, almost 36 years na...and i realized na sa tanan nga bagay diri sa kalibutan...kilanlan you have to work on it...no such thing as magic or happily ever after by just reading...but by absorbing the morals and living it out in your life....

Kakapoy...kadamo na frustrations...pero ang reality...ari man dyapon ko...still trying to make the most of what this life is giving me and making the most of all the chances and opportunities nga ga agi sa akon....

Ang good thing lang sa living are the lessons that im able to share it with others...and of course the happiness for every conquered obstacle and won race....

But im still hopeful that ill outdo myself this year and make something big of the talent bestowed on me...AMEN!

For what its really worth....

Cant i just sleep and let time...life pass me by? what is a minute of action worth? what is nurturing this life really worth?

Maybe im just tired and i need rest...

For my high and low times....whats was it all worth?

Questions...questions...and some more questions...when does it really end?

What good is there for a life lived to the fullest? For some people to remember your goodness? For some people to write about you? Why, what is it worth for?

Huhmmnnnn....

Life and the things it presents...it just creates some more questions....

Eyes burning

Literally, my eyes are burning. I have been experiencing this for weeks and my Optha told me its an allergic reaction to pollutants. Ngee?!? What else is new?!? Ive been here since May of 2007 and im getting this allergic reaction just now? She's not at all worth he Php 600 consultation fee.

I hope i dont get "delayed" allergic reaction from eating a lot of lechon paksiw last night...

Guess maybe its because i stayed late last night that's why im getting this irritation again. Hmmnnn...or maybe it was due to the news that i heard from TV last night....cha cha and the catatonic hope of GMA to stay in power....poor her....

Moronic blog...anyways, just wanted to write something down...not really for everyone to view but just to have something to do at the moment.

The FIRST

For so long a time that i have wanted a space to write down all my thoughts....now, my first time to create a blog....and i dont have anything running in my mind...guess its exhaustion from all the shopping that i have been doing lately :)

I am a writer. I have tried to use notebooks, scratch pads, anything that i can write upon whenever an inspiration hits me. I have several of them at home actually, and just like all my thoughts, it remains unorganized.

I had a lot of realizations, which i know could all be found somewhere in my subconscious and i find it wasted if i couldnt share it with others. It may not be as mind boggling or life turning as some had experienced it, but it has changed me. Most of it had slapped me straight in the face that im left with no choice but to learn.

The things that you will get from this clicking keyboards will mostly be LIFE in my own language and in my own world, it might help you, it may not....but it has happened and im sharing it all with you...